I've

I have fallen into my own ways,
Only a few of you know what I have been through, and its not that great. I am trying to change I am, but I gave in. I gave into the pressure of friends and family. The best thing someone has ever told me "Don't care what others say." But I can't say I don't care, because I do, thats part of the reason I am falling. I am sick of hearing that I am stupid, have no common sense, don't deserve what I have, well people who say that can pretty much suck it. I'm just so sick of everything.