Some say home is where the heart is,
well I have lost all heart for what should be my "home"
I don't even spend that much time at home
but when I do it is 'cause I am fighting with my mom or dad,
they are so tight on me, but what about my sister,
she treats my parents like crap, and cusses at them,
I don't do that, I respect them, and I still get punished.
I miss being a little kid and not have any responsibilities,
cause now, every time I turn around I am in trouble for
not doing something, not doing it correctly, doing something
that I was told to do, and its stupid; And they wonder why
I want to move away to go to school..... amazing isn't it.
I mean who wouldn't want to move away for college!!!!
<3
--2 years and some months :)
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Friends
Friends they come and go
the true ones never leave
They love you no matter what
You can call them crying at 4
and they will ask "who's ass am i beating?"
they don't care what you look like
They dont care how much you mess
Up but they will promise to stay by100%
They won't hurt you.
They won'ttalk bad about you when your not around
they will always tell you they are sorry
and you will always end the night happy,
with out a fight. I have many good good
friends in my life.
But I have 3 bestfriends
Erika- you have been there for me no matter whatyour like my sister. i love you to death
Tyler-DOODE amazing times, i think we talkedabout them the other night. (= your honestlythe ONE guy i can tell everything too and won'tlook at me any differently, ily!
Manda- i sooo love you! mannny mannny good timeshahah i can tell you ANYTHING and feel completelyconfident that we will keep it to ourselves, we havehurt each other to much not to learn that! ILY (never will change)
Friends are life, deal with it!
the true ones never leave
They love you no matter what
You can call them crying at 4
and they will ask "who's ass am i beating?"
they don't care what you look like
They dont care how much you mess
Up but they will promise to stay by100%
They won't hurt you.
They won'ttalk bad about you when your not around
they will always tell you they are sorry
and you will always end the night happy,
with out a fight. I have many good good
friends in my life.
But I have 3 bestfriends
Erika- you have been there for me no matter whatyour like my sister. i love you to death
Tyler-DOODE amazing times, i think we talkedabout them the other night. (= your honestlythe ONE guy i can tell everything too and won'tlook at me any differently, ily!
Manda- i sooo love you! mannny mannny good timeshahah i can tell you ANYTHING and feel completelyconfident that we will keep it to ourselves, we havehurt each other to much not to learn that! ILY (never will change)
Friends are life, deal with it!
2007
the year 2007 has made me think to myself what an amazing year it has been.i have had a wonderful time with all of my friends, and sure i have been a meanie everyonce and a while, but this year, i have changed in sooo many ways. I am more mature, and more accepting of everything and everyone. i am a lot more laid back and a ton of other stuff. i think about the bad things that have happened in 2007, and realized that i have gained SO much more then i have lost. i have made friendships stronger, i have lost those who really didnt care about me. i fell in "lust" and thought it was the real deal, but i learned how to love and what that feels like.I will look at 2008 with open eyes and an open mind. 2007 was great, but 2008 will be sooooooooo much better. (=
-Yay!!
-Yay!!
Love
Love;–noun
1.
a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2.
a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3.
sexual passion or desire.
4.
a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5.
(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6.
a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7.
sexual intercourse; copulation.
8.
(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
9.
affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.
10.
strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
11.
the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.
12.
the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.
13.
Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.
14.
a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.
-verb (used with object)
15.
to have love or affection for: All her pupils love her.
16.
to have a profoundly tender, passionate affection for (another person).
17.
to have a strong liking for; take great pleasure in: to love music.
18.
to need or require; benefit greatly from: Plants love sunlight
19.
to embrace and kiss (someone), as a lover.
20.
to have sexual intercourse with.
21.
to have love or affection for another person; be in love
All of these are the "definations" of love, but do they really say what love is?
Love- is a word I have yet to understand. I know that it means this much; the uncontainable happiness you feel when you with the person, even thinking about them; the uncontrolable care you have for a certain person; The obsession of that person, thinking about them all the time, them and only them; most importantly, its when you care about another person more then you care for yourself; you would rather see that person happy then you; you would want to be the one in pain, not them; you want to consintaly be around them all the time; and you just want to hold them in your arms no matter what time of day it is.
This is not even the real definiation it is just what I have come to decide on what love is, from what I have experienced, sure, I probably do not know what love is, but i am willing to try to love someone and mess up, and then know what to expect when the right one comes along, it will be better then anything I have ever experienced (= And for that love to come, I can not wait, but I am willing to wait a lifetime for it.
1.
a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2.
a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3.
sexual passion or desire.
4.
a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5.
(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6.
a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7.
sexual intercourse; copulation.
8.
(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
9.
affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.
10.
strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
11.
the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.
12.
the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.
13.
Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.
14.
a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.
-verb (used with object)
15.
to have love or affection for: All her pupils love her.
16.
to have a profoundly tender, passionate affection for (another person).
17.
to have a strong liking for; take great pleasure in: to love music.
18.
to need or require; benefit greatly from: Plants love sunlight
19.
to embrace and kiss (someone), as a lover.
20.
to have sexual intercourse with.
21.
to have love or affection for another person; be in love
All of these are the "definations" of love, but do they really say what love is?
Love- is a word I have yet to understand. I know that it means this much; the uncontainable happiness you feel when you with the person, even thinking about them; the uncontrolable care you have for a certain person; The obsession of that person, thinking about them all the time, them and only them; most importantly, its when you care about another person more then you care for yourself; you would rather see that person happy then you; you would want to be the one in pain, not them; you want to consintaly be around them all the time; and you just want to hold them in your arms no matter what time of day it is.
This is not even the real definiation it is just what I have come to decide on what love is, from what I have experienced, sure, I probably do not know what love is, but i am willing to try to love someone and mess up, and then know what to expect when the right one comes along, it will be better then anything I have ever experienced (= And for that love to come, I can not wait, but I am willing to wait a lifetime for it.
Life
Life is about mistakes, and messing up, and not looking back.
Life is about not having any regrets
Its about learning to deal with the problems you are faced with
Its about living like its your last dayits about finding love
and finding that one person who you want to spend your last days with
its about loving your friends and loving every minute of it
Life is just about being crazy and having fun
and being happy and pleasing yourself, and no one else.
Life is beautiful, so enjoy it while you have it.
Life is about not having any regrets
Its about learning to deal with the problems you are faced with
Its about living like its your last dayits about finding love
and finding that one person who you want to spend your last days with
its about loving your friends and loving every minute of it
Life is just about being crazy and having fun
and being happy and pleasing yourself, and no one else.
Life is beautiful, so enjoy it while you have it.
I Miss You
i miss you...
The times we had together where cut short
from my actions and from yours
together we could have been perfect.
we were perfect until i had to mess that up
now my heart is longing for what i miss
and i won't ever get that back.
i miss....you.
The times we had together where cut short
from my actions and from yours
together we could have been perfect.
we were perfect until i had to mess that up
now my heart is longing for what i miss
and i won't ever get that back.
i miss....you.
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